| Location | Northampton |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 11/12/1999 |
| Date of Death | 11/12/1999 |
| Visitors | 967 since 08/04/2008 |
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My precious baby boy Blair was born stillborn at 39/4 weeks on 11 December 1999. He was a very much wanted first child to me.
The day he died i had a midwife appointment and complained i didnt feel right, the midwife sent me on my way regardless. that night he was moving alot and i felt uncomfortable. The next morning i was in labour. His death inside me had bought on the labour. When i was told he had died, my whole world collapsed around me. I didnt want to give birth to him, i just wanted to keep him with me always. 36 hours later i gave birth in a most traumatic way.
He is missed every day. He has twin sisters born 22 months after his needless death they talk about him and wish he was here to be Big brother to them. He is my madness and they are my happiness! I can never accept his loss and i have missed out on being his mummy in real terms as i am with my precious twins.
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MERRY CHRISTMAS.XXX
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLAIR
Happy birthday special angel
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My Darling Blair
!0 years hv now passed since u were taken from me. 10 years of heartache, sorrow and that never-ending gnawing pain that wont go away.
You were so desperately wanted, i was so enchanted that i was having u... a much longed for baby i had waited years to have and hold.
Hope Gran and Uncle Lee hv found u, and are loving and holding u the way i sooo long to do.
Your twin sisters chat about u often.asking to visit yr grave. When we get there, they tell u about that they hv done and sometimes leave chocs and sweets for u.
Stay with us.. guide us.. til we finally get to meet again.
Love u so much my darling boy... yr so very precious to me.
Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxx
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Blair"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of yours.
Born Still - by Unknown Author
Do you know how hard it is
To hold a baby who doesn’t cry?
Do you know how hard it is
To tell that baby Goodbye?
Do you know how hard it is
To look at an empty bed?
Knowing your child should be there
Resting his sleepy head?
Do you know how hard it is
Feeling you’re to blame?
And no matter what they tell you
You'll always feel the same.
Do you know the heartache
Knowing he's gone for good?
And feeling that you didn't
Do all the things you could.
Do you know how hard it is
To hear that it's Gods will?
Do you know the emptiness
When your child is born still?
Unfortunately we do XX
happy birthday blair
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From the very beginning I loved you,
As I made plans to hold you and rock you:
You were tiny and helpless as you lay in my womb,
But something went wrong and soon you were gone;
My young heart was broken, my tears fell like rain,
I'd never known such heartache and pain.
I wonder who you look like, me or your dad,
Do you have my smile and his eyes?
Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small?
We had dreams for you that reached to the skies.
It was long, long ago and I still miss you so,
Thanks to Jesus, I'll see you in heaven.
Child
a tiny life is growing
inside a cosy place
his arms and legs are flailing
a smile is on his face.
His mother feels a tiny kick
upon her rounded tummy
and waits impatiently for the day
when she becomes a mummy.
The baby’s smile is fading
but his eyes are open wide
he knows that he’ll be leaving soon
but will never see outside.
There aren’t so many kicks now
in fact there’s none at all
gran says that baby’s sleeping
and keeps knitting up his shawl.
His life is draining quickly
but no-one knows a thing
a tiny smile fleets his face
when he hears his mother sing.
He knows that he’ll remember her
and the things he heard her say
peacefully and happily
the baby drifts away.
Mummy knows that something’s wrong
and is at the clinic before too long
a scan is done and doctor says
“i’m sorry, baby’s gone”.
The grief is overwhelming
the sadness takes its toll
friends and family gather round
as he’s buried in his shawl.
As time goes by and lapses on
his mother sheds a tear
and hears these words inside her head
“mum i’m always here,
i’ll never ever leave you
although you may not know
i’ll be beside you every day
through laughter, joy and woe.
You’ll never need to miss me
for I am in your heart
and though we’re in two different worlds
we’ll never be apart”
sweet dreams blair xxx
GOODNIGHT ANGEL XXXXX
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My Darling boy
Mummy is wondering if you are with yr Gran and Uncle Lee???
Give them lots of cuddles and love, they need them.
Sat in the sunshine earlier, with 3 lanterns all with lit candles.. one for you, yr gran and yr uncle lee... i am still choked up with grief with th4e loss of you my darling little boy, and for yr gran who woudnt let me love her and yr uncle lee who so needed hugs and cuddles the last time i saw him.
Love you so much my precious boy
mummy xxxxxxx
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